Salam everybody..
Today is the most hectic day of my life..well its started yesterday when a courier send me a letter from cimb bank telling me that the check that I cash in trough the check machine was rejected..kena tendang!!..Well the check was a warrant form PTPTN.it was like financial boosting kind of money that were given to selected student only. The check was supposed to be cash in at the counter as they were a warrant..But I make a terible mistake and cash in trough the machine...So me and my father went to plaza pantai..which is I think at the rapid KL Bangsar station and near the TM tower and UM...So we went there and finally got to meet the the man which conducting my problem.We waited..waited...boring...waited..ZZZZzzzz...and finally got the call...and the call is what we don't want to hear it the most at this crucial time!!..'Sori lah encik..pekerja masih mencari cek..dalam pukul 3 mungkin dapat..sebab ade lagi kes camnih..salah cash in check..' waduh waduh waduh!!...dang it!!..at 3??...hundreds of cases like me...it must be a long day..so we went back Seremban and waited the call...Me on the other hand have JPJ test on the next day (which is today)...This week alone..I never got any chance at practising for driving at all...tau tau..dah kena drive dah!!.alamak..mati la aku...my lucky number 62 it is and my lucky session, session 2 it is...drive it to the bukit..then went all smooth and suddenly failed on side parking..what!!...
What!!...Risau bukit boleh buat ke tak sekali kantoi kat parking..alasan..side mirror tak masuk habis dalam parking...aduuuhhh!!..The tester ask me to pull the car out, park it, get the form and sign it. I'm officially FAILED!! for the track session which is call 2nd session...
Session 3..GO!....Drive, drive, mistake here and there and finally arrive...so he said..'AWAK GAGAL..hua3'...(the laugh is for jokes only)...Well..that's how my day end..end in a very very..very..sad??...naaah..happy??..ofcourse not..blurry??...I think so..frusterated??..quite...
Then my father came picked me up and so he tell me that he already claim the warrant back..ALHAMDULILLAH...Finally, some rejuvinating moment and news...aahhh...
Failed this JPJ makes me thinking...
Am I good driver???...hehehe
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Sunday, June 14, 2009
What!! An elaun??
Salam...
Just chilling around with the cyber webs today and just chatting with my friend..
I've been chatting with my friend about university stuff and all that..than I ask my friend, did she get some kind of help or should I call it financial help..and she said its an elaun...I say...WHAT!!!..
How could that be...an elaun for just foundation students...my gosh..that's just..to me..unfair..
Why do I think its unfair??..Well, we diploma student have socks on socks off trying to get some financial help and in fact we don't have any company who would like to offer us a scholarship like we diploma's students. Every company going after degree's student. The best chance is only to get PTPTN. Well you know what, these foundation students would be more relax towards financial or money issue as they were given some elaun for foundation student...ssshhhiihhh...I'm just so angry..I don't know why..its just so unfair..
Another reason would be debts...We diploma's student would be making debts as early of our studies while these foundation students maybe making debts as early starting their degree's. As far as I know, there's plenty of wealthy student who is studying for foundation right now. At least these student can have their way for scholarship from certain company when they studied in their degree's and of course their debt would be quite little not like us who don't get an elaun..taking PTPTN or any other loan from certain side or from the state foundation, we have to loan for quite huge amount of money and who knows if we get unlucky..maybe we have to loan more and our debts for surely twice the amount of the foundation students.
I know money shouldn't be the excuse but I just think that its unfair for the foundation student to get an elaun. I would be satisfied if they get an elaun when they were studying for degree's. We diploma's student, our certificate can be used for working while theirs not. SO for me I said it again unfair.
I'm open for opinion, just say whether you think its fair or not..I'm not the type of person who sticks to one opinion and never listen to others. So if you have other opinion saying I'm wrong or right you can say it to me.
Salam..
Peace out and have a shout out.
Just chilling around with the cyber webs today and just chatting with my friend..
I've been chatting with my friend about university stuff and all that..than I ask my friend, did she get some kind of help or should I call it financial help..and she said its an elaun...I say...WHAT!!!..
How could that be...an elaun for just foundation students...my gosh..that's just..to me..unfair..
Why do I think its unfair??..Well, we diploma student have socks on socks off trying to get some financial help and in fact we don't have any company who would like to offer us a scholarship like we diploma's students. Every company going after degree's student. The best chance is only to get PTPTN. Well you know what, these foundation students would be more relax towards financial or money issue as they were given some elaun for foundation student...ssshhhiihhh...I'm just so angry..I don't know why..its just so unfair..
Another reason would be debts...We diploma's student would be making debts as early of our studies while these foundation students maybe making debts as early starting their degree's. As far as I know, there's plenty of wealthy student who is studying for foundation right now. At least these student can have their way for scholarship from certain company when they studied in their degree's and of course their debt would be quite little not like us who don't get an elaun..taking PTPTN or any other loan from certain side or from the state foundation, we have to loan for quite huge amount of money and who knows if we get unlucky..maybe we have to loan more and our debts for surely twice the amount of the foundation students.
I know money shouldn't be the excuse but I just think that its unfair for the foundation student to get an elaun. I would be satisfied if they get an elaun when they were studying for degree's. We diploma's student, our certificate can be used for working while theirs not. SO for me I said it again unfair.
I'm open for opinion, just say whether you think its fair or not..I'm not the type of person who sticks to one opinion and never listen to others. So if you have other opinion saying I'm wrong or right you can say it to me.
Salam..
Peace out and have a shout out.
Mungkin rezeki ku disini..
Salam...
Sudah lama saya tidak mengepos...huhu..
Hari ni baru balik berjumpa kawan sekolah ku tercinta...seronok pulak bila dapat jumpa Izham yang lagi 2 bulan nak jadi Pak Arab pakar dalam Medic..Zufar yang akan masuk Kolej Poly Tech Mara..Azan sori aku lupa lah name kolej ko..hehehe..Adib yang masih tunggu surat yang entah kat mane la sekarang nih daripada JPA tak sampai lagi..Afiq lak sekarang kat UIA same dengan Izzat Amir..Kami berjumpa dan bersembang sampai ingatkan rumah jamuan yang diadakan oleh Faezudin tuh macam kedai kopi kami la pulak..hehehe..sori ye Faez...hehe..Bersembang-sembang tiba-tiba masuk topik pasal macam mane hidup baru sekarang nih...aku dan Adib sudah tentu berkobar-kobar tanye macam mane kehidupan baru mereka..Ade yang cakap sempoi sahaja dan ade juga yang mengakui hidupan sekolah sudah menjadi kenangan..(maknanya dah susah lah tuh..)..Lepas tuh masuk la topik yang aku memang cemburu tahap maksima..bercakap tentang budak batch yang akan belajar di luar negara. Aku senyap sahaja tapi dalam hati aku ...ya ALLAH..Tuhan sahaja la yang tahu..
Aku memang cemburu dengan mereka yang sudah berangkat ataupun yang akan berangkat ke luar negara untuk menyambung pengjian mereka. Kalau Allah memberi aku kesempatan untuk ulang balik semula masa yang lalu..aku tentu nak buat yang terbaik tapi apakan daya. Inilah aku sekarang yang akan menyambung pelajaran dalam negara sahaja. Betapa aku berasa sedih lagi-lagi aku hanya akan mengambil diploma sahaja dan ini memakan masa yang lama untuk menyambung pelajaran ke degree. Sudah tentu juga ada daripada pihak di bekas sekolah ku akan memandang remeh terhadap aku terutamanya nanti aku ingin mengambil sijil peperiksaan ku. Namun apakan daya:(...Aku cuba jugak mengubati hati ini dengan berkata.."Engkau Ikhwan yang dah lepas tuh biar lepas..lepas nih buat yang terbaik..'..Tapi bila masuk je topik pasal study di luar negara or diploma masih ade saje yang cakap..'tak lame ke'..'rugi la camtuh weh'...'ape la takat diploma je sape nak orang takat diploma'...Macam mane aku nak naik semangat..walaupun keluarga bagi full support tapi yang menghentam punya la ramai..lima kali ganda jumlah keluarga aku yang menghentam aku..camne semngat aku tak luntur...
Memikirkan pasal diploma atau belajar di luar negara membuat aku fikir sejenak..Ade lagi orang yang tak berapa elok nasibnya tapi mampu berjaya dan ada juga yang tak senasib aku malah lagi teruk terutamanya dalam lingkungan umur aku jugak. Jadi aku pun kuat kan semangat..tambah-tambah lagi ade Adib yang bagi aku pemikiran dia sedkit sempoi tapi ke depan. Bukan setakat yang fikir yang di luar tuh juga lah yang lebih berjaya..Bila aku meluah kan sedikit perasaan kat die ..die pun dengan trademarknye sendiri..'rilax sudeh'..kadang-kadang buat aku fikir..camni agaknye dak2 pandai ye..tak fikir sangat pasal benda lain..
Mak, ayah, kak Nisa dan kak Wani dan semua yang telah bagi dorongan..aku mengucapkan terima kasih la banyak-banyak..aku nih tak mudah lupa apa yang orang dah buatkan untuk aku..Jadi aku sepatutnya berasa malu apabila tak berjaya walaupun sudah dibagi dorongan. Trimas semua...
Buat habis-habisan...
Ps: Lepas nih blog nih akan ke arah lebih ekspresi diri daripada isu negara dan global...k...
I.H.I
Sudah lama saya tidak mengepos...huhu..
Hari ni baru balik berjumpa kawan sekolah ku tercinta...seronok pulak bila dapat jumpa Izham yang lagi 2 bulan nak jadi Pak Arab pakar dalam Medic..Zufar yang akan masuk Kolej Poly Tech Mara..Azan sori aku lupa lah name kolej ko..hehehe..Adib yang masih tunggu surat yang entah kat mane la sekarang nih daripada JPA tak sampai lagi..Afiq lak sekarang kat UIA same dengan Izzat Amir..Kami berjumpa dan bersembang sampai ingatkan rumah jamuan yang diadakan oleh Faezudin tuh macam kedai kopi kami la pulak..hehehe..sori ye Faez...hehe..Bersembang-sembang tiba-tiba masuk topik pasal macam mane hidup baru sekarang nih...aku dan Adib sudah tentu berkobar-kobar tanye macam mane kehidupan baru mereka..Ade yang cakap sempoi sahaja dan ade juga yang mengakui hidupan sekolah sudah menjadi kenangan..(maknanya dah susah lah tuh..)..Lepas tuh masuk la topik yang aku memang cemburu tahap maksima..bercakap tentang budak batch yang akan belajar di luar negara. Aku senyap sahaja tapi dalam hati aku ...ya ALLAH..Tuhan sahaja la yang tahu..
Aku memang cemburu dengan mereka yang sudah berangkat ataupun yang akan berangkat ke luar negara untuk menyambung pengjian mereka. Kalau Allah memberi aku kesempatan untuk ulang balik semula masa yang lalu..aku tentu nak buat yang terbaik tapi apakan daya. Inilah aku sekarang yang akan menyambung pelajaran dalam negara sahaja. Betapa aku berasa sedih lagi-lagi aku hanya akan mengambil diploma sahaja dan ini memakan masa yang lama untuk menyambung pelajaran ke degree. Sudah tentu juga ada daripada pihak di bekas sekolah ku akan memandang remeh terhadap aku terutamanya nanti aku ingin mengambil sijil peperiksaan ku. Namun apakan daya:(...Aku cuba jugak mengubati hati ini dengan berkata.."Engkau Ikhwan yang dah lepas tuh biar lepas..lepas nih buat yang terbaik..'..Tapi bila masuk je topik pasal study di luar negara or diploma masih ade saje yang cakap..'tak lame ke'..'rugi la camtuh weh'...'ape la takat diploma je sape nak orang takat diploma'...Macam mane aku nak naik semangat..walaupun keluarga bagi full support tapi yang menghentam punya la ramai..lima kali ganda jumlah keluarga aku yang menghentam aku..camne semngat aku tak luntur...
Memikirkan pasal diploma atau belajar di luar negara membuat aku fikir sejenak..Ade lagi orang yang tak berapa elok nasibnya tapi mampu berjaya dan ada juga yang tak senasib aku malah lagi teruk terutamanya dalam lingkungan umur aku jugak. Jadi aku pun kuat kan semangat..tambah-tambah lagi ade Adib yang bagi aku pemikiran dia sedkit sempoi tapi ke depan. Bukan setakat yang fikir yang di luar tuh juga lah yang lebih berjaya..Bila aku meluah kan sedikit perasaan kat die ..die pun dengan trademarknye sendiri..'rilax sudeh'..kadang-kadang buat aku fikir..camni agaknye dak2 pandai ye..tak fikir sangat pasal benda lain..
Mak, ayah, kak Nisa dan kak Wani dan semua yang telah bagi dorongan..aku mengucapkan terima kasih la banyak-banyak..aku nih tak mudah lupa apa yang orang dah buatkan untuk aku..Jadi aku sepatutnya berasa malu apabila tak berjaya walaupun sudah dibagi dorongan. Trimas semua...
Buat habis-habisan...
Ps: Lepas nih blog nih akan ke arah lebih ekspresi diri daripada isu negara dan global...k...
I.H.I
Saturday, June 6, 2009
I say: Human are not perfect..
Salam...
Quite sometime I've never made a post for this blog. Well just got back from watching terminator salvation or terminator 4 or Arnold Scwhartzernegger the fourth time in this movie. Fill with actions and some unimagined stuff makes this film as a hit in their genre and their sequels like mototerminator was just unbelievable. Well these things created by human and they want their creator to die. Don't you think this kind of expression is just like human?..Well I do think so. Be free with no rule to obey. Well human sometimes wanted more than just freedom they want more which some of them call it 'play God'. What play god is??..Well we human try to become an inventor and try to make the invention to our full use for total domination.
Almost everything we create will somehow broke down. This statement were supported with the host of the world toughest fix show on national geographic. The host of the show agree with what ever we invent will finally broke down. So why on earth we want to play god? God has created everything for us and we just improvise it. There is no invention in that. Same like in this movie, human created robot for several uses which is not for a good cause. The inventor of the terminator try to play god which is trying to build a robot that would pleasure their satisfaction.
Scientist also trying to create a human clone. Human needs a soul to live, without the soul we would be nothing. These scientist think we human were so alive because of our life support system in our body.NO its NOT!!...Like I said, human needs soul to live in fact these souls is us. Hard to explain what the soul are actually is, but what I know these things that makes us live in fact the soul is us. What the saddest thing is even Muslim starts to think these kind of theories where we can eventually live again and again by cloning. When the time has come, it will come and take you.
We human try to play god but everything that we create can broke. That's no god in it. If we try to play god game we should built or invent something that would not broke down. Even toothpicks can broke and sadly we human are the one who create it.
So gentleman, as far as I know, human existence is nothing more making a damage to earth and ourselves far as the first human The Prophet Adam were created. But I know we can make a difference as we human have some kind of talent that can be mould into something good but the hardest part is, when making good is less than making bad things. I hope we realise that we have no talent, supremacy or any intelligent or so whatever it is when trying to play god. God, Allah The Almighty is the most superior and He is the only who have The intelligent and we cannot defy that. Look what happen to in the film of terminator, our own creation try to kill us making us extinct. But the God creation has never been in that kind of situation.
Quite sometime I've never made a post for this blog. Well just got back from watching terminator salvation or terminator 4 or Arnold Scwhartzernegger the fourth time in this movie. Fill with actions and some unimagined stuff makes this film as a hit in their genre and their sequels like mototerminator was just unbelievable. Well these things created by human and they want their creator to die. Don't you think this kind of expression is just like human?..Well I do think so. Be free with no rule to obey. Well human sometimes wanted more than just freedom they want more which some of them call it 'play God'. What play god is??..Well we human try to become an inventor and try to make the invention to our full use for total domination.
Almost everything we create will somehow broke down. This statement were supported with the host of the world toughest fix show on national geographic. The host of the show agree with what ever we invent will finally broke down. So why on earth we want to play god? God has created everything for us and we just improvise it. There is no invention in that. Same like in this movie, human created robot for several uses which is not for a good cause. The inventor of the terminator try to play god which is trying to build a robot that would pleasure their satisfaction.
Scientist also trying to create a human clone. Human needs a soul to live, without the soul we would be nothing. These scientist think we human were so alive because of our life support system in our body.NO its NOT!!...Like I said, human needs soul to live in fact these souls is us. Hard to explain what the soul are actually is, but what I know these things that makes us live in fact the soul is us. What the saddest thing is even Muslim starts to think these kind of theories where we can eventually live again and again by cloning. When the time has come, it will come and take you.
We human try to play god but everything that we create can broke. That's no god in it. If we try to play god game we should built or invent something that would not broke down. Even toothpicks can broke and sadly we human are the one who create it.
So gentleman, as far as I know, human existence is nothing more making a damage to earth and ourselves far as the first human The Prophet Adam were created. But I know we can make a difference as we human have some kind of talent that can be mould into something good but the hardest part is, when making good is less than making bad things. I hope we realise that we have no talent, supremacy or any intelligent or so whatever it is when trying to play god. God, Allah The Almighty is the most superior and He is the only who have The intelligent and we cannot defy that. Look what happen to in the film of terminator, our own creation try to kill us making us extinct. But the God creation has never been in that kind of situation.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
You make me wanna..
Salam..
The most tiring day I ever had...practiced driving for almost 3 hours straight non stop just make wanna sleep...zzzZZZ..huhu
Well guys..if you see this title..what were you thinking right now??..Well I interpreted it as influential because I take this title from a song sang by Usher entitled you make wanna...It sounds like this song has been for ages but it just caught my mind..
Well I have to say this song gave me and influential..why? you should read the lyrics..its about a man who got just so deep with this woman and some way the woman give some influential towards him..Well I dedicated this song to my second sister..Hazwani Binti Islakh..hehe..
You must be wondering..again..why??...well she's just like me for right now..she just finished her last year at UiTM on a course of bachelor of accountancy...she's been writing and sending all this resume and only once got call for interview..she just felt like losing control on her life because there was less feedback from the company that calling for interview..so I said to her..just relax.your time will come...Allah have a plan for you..keep it together sis!!...Well its just an advice from a younger brother for her sister who knows lot more than I do..
But, suddenly her situation got in me too..how??..well..I've been searching for a company who's going to give a scholarship and all of inquiries that I have send only one send their feedback..well when I'm in this kind of situation..I just keep on nagging..so my sister come to me and cool me down and said what I've said to her earlier..huhu..Its just so funny how's the situation its just same but different condition..I just want to say..THANK YOU HAZWANI BINTI ISLAKH-my coolest second older sister!!
The most tiring day I ever had...practiced driving for almost 3 hours straight non stop just make wanna sleep...zzzZZZ..huhu
Well guys..if you see this title..what were you thinking right now??..Well I interpreted it as influential because I take this title from a song sang by Usher entitled you make wanna...It sounds like this song has been for ages but it just caught my mind..
Well I have to say this song gave me and influential..why? you should read the lyrics..its about a man who got just so deep with this woman and some way the woman give some influential towards him..Well I dedicated this song to my second sister..Hazwani Binti Islakh..hehe..
You must be wondering..again..why??...well she's just like me for right now..she just finished her last year at UiTM on a course of bachelor of accountancy...she's been writing and sending all this resume and only once got call for interview..she just felt like losing control on her life because there was less feedback from the company that calling for interview..so I said to her..just relax.your time will come...Allah have a plan for you..keep it together sis!!...Well its just an advice from a younger brother for her sister who knows lot more than I do..
But, suddenly her situation got in me too..how??..well..I've been searching for a company who's going to give a scholarship and all of inquiries that I have send only one send their feedback..well when I'm in this kind of situation..I just keep on nagging..so my sister come to me and cool me down and said what I've said to her earlier..huhu..Its just so funny how's the situation its just same but different condition..I just want to say..THANK YOU HAZWANI BINTI ISLAKH-my coolest second older sister!!
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