Magnifique!...

Salam...

Last night..couldn't even get an answer...hahaha...last was the test for CTU...quite hard and quite tough...I don't know what the hell i wrote actually...huish!!..Today...CS128 and ACC107....better luck than shut!...huuuhu....okay..

Salam...

my day at home..

Salam..

Finally..the moment I've been waitng for has come..balik rumah!!....First day at home is quite biasa nothing new...

second day is different...i got stomach ache....damn...!!...

Thats all....chow...

Salam...

Huuuiiiiiisshshhhhh....

Salam...

This week is quite tough..you see..I got this test to take and Alhamdulillah..I can answer it...almost confident...

This week i'm going to spend few days at home with my familia...so hoping for quality time..since 6 years starting fasting month alone...huuuu..

Well...gtg...

Salam

Coz you so damn hard...

Salam...

hahaha...this title taken from paula deanda song which easy...but i switch it to damn hard..why??...let see...

1. I got this assignment..math assignment(how wonderful!!)....only 2 q but with sub q...1 particular..well..2 particular q is not easy...very2 hard...i got blur everytime i faced that BLOODY q...i don't know how to do it at all...its just stuck...

2. Since now...and past....i always got lazy to go to the masjid...damn...WHY IKHWAN UR SO LAZY????...haisyo....

3. Test is coming tommorrow and yet I never read anything yet...damn...


Ya Allah...I'm praying to You The Almighty..give me the strength of those who succes in world and the hereafter...I'm hoping and praying to you as I'm eager for Your answer to my prayer..Ya Allah...forgive my sin as I had many sins that damaged through my life...Ya Allah...in this cheished month of Ramadhan...I'm hoping for my prayer to be answered as I beleive that my prayer will be answered as if it is not now then it would be later..Amin Amin Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin

Salam....pray for succes test this weekk...CSC 118 and CTU...come and get me!!...hua3

6 straight years!

Salam...

WOW!...how fast can the time go?..really2 fast...like in the Quran said...only man that salvage life for Allah will have the valuable time of its life...Well...for me time may have past like a wind but memories will never fade..

Tomorrow will start the fasting month....AGAIN!...I don't get the chance to start my fasting month with my family...hmmmm....this time the reason is...short on cash to make my way home...next week would be okay for me to return home...aahhh...

For 6 straight years I never got the chance to have start the fasting month with my family...First year is when in Form 1 in my boarding school(SDAR)..(BANGGA KEPALANG)...start the fasting month in school and as far as I can remember...we went back home when we had our Raya's holidays..Second year..again the same issue and so does the third, fourth and fifth year...huhuhu..now in UITM's..man cash running low....but life had to continue...glad our dearest Director of UITM segamat..have arranged a free breaking fast for its student for as much of 200 student...glad this Saturday and Sunday student are not many as they ran back home for opening month of Ramadhan's with their family..so we which staying put here got the chance...melahap banyak2..hua3...Thanks for your service our dearest director...(hehehe..puji nak dpt carry mark ke???)...

Now sitting here waiting and waiting for nothing..hehehe...

Kak Zimah..ble la sye nak dpt email Kak Zimah nih...??...HAISH!...hehehe

Test nearing its march on its exact date..Study in Ramadhan will surely challenging like what my batch went through during Form 3...gladly we make the upmost shocking result ever...hehehe...Not shocking so much la but ok la...

Well got to go...I wish Happy Fasting and Welcoming the Ramadhan's...

Salam

Roll it again!

Salam....

PEEEEERRRGGGGHHHHH...very tiring....why...coz i got lots lots lots and lots of work to do...So what does this title related to?....well...it depends on your understanding of what I'm going to coret ngoret later...last week...its all about quizeszzzzz....maath quizes...akauun quizesss....128 quizess...118 quizesss....and this lecturer said that...when I say you read...Insyaallah you can do it...so I read and Alhamdulillah...I can do it...i got second highest mark in class for account...fourth highest in 118...second highest again for my math which by an setengah markah...damn it!!...hahaha...well...Thanks to Allah The Most Gracious and Merciful....

Hahahaha....
Remember about my facilitator when I had the induction day...Kak Zimah?...I met her again...first time...at the atm machine...she turn back... and she wave like Queen of England towards me...hahaha...I thought 'pekehe kakak nih?'..skali Kak zimah daa...second time after I went out from surau after akaun class...When i got out..there she was again...hua3..had a lil bit chat...she was heading to her college...aaahhhh...happy giler...hope to ahve a chat with her soon...she's so sweet man...Kak Zimah...kalu bce blog nih...sye la huzir yang nak sangat spotlight tuh diguna...hua3....

That's all...

Salam

Hectic+Tiring=FUN!!

Salam..

Yesterday was the hectic day I ever had...from daylight till sun goes down...full excitement and such mess..I never had it before but it was quite fun..I repeat...quite fun...

It was my course induction day...the Compass so as it is call were the student body for computer science student association organize this very 'wonderful' event...very 'wonderful' indeed...

My facilitator was..whose that brother and sistah?...I forgot their name..ha! Brother what eh?..Even the sistah also I forgot her name...damn it!...But 1 thing for sure they were cool...maintain babe!..and..fun fun fun fun....and more fun...I respect this bother for being almost in the Dean's list and that sistah for being nice and care too..and cute too...hua3...

From day to night...pack punch of activity were made...but most of them I have let it behind for memories..there's some drama and explicit content yet..it is fun to be into such kind of experience...HA!
Now I remember the name of my faci..Kak Zimah and Brother Saifudin if i'm not mistaken...Thanks yo for being our greatest faci..hope to meet both of you soon...

Peace out have a shout out..

salam..

Something wrong is happening to me...

Salam

After just a trouble came knock me down...I think i just have started another problem...I always want to pick up fights with everybody..friends...family so far not yet..

After the incidents that really make my mind spinning around couldn't control my temper..I always want to pick up fights with anybody..name it..to a friend who I chat with to a person next to me...I don't know why...Its just happen just now with a friend of mine whom i chatted with...I guess maybe...People always get emotional with me of what I'm doing..but where is my emotional take place when somebody hurt me?..

I'm not the kind of guy who easily picking up a fight without someone wants to hurt my feeling....When they were upset..in the end its me the one is guilty and I'm the one who try to keep them calm...

Who calm me down when I was emotionally hurt?..NO one try to calm me down..I dealt this all alone...yet people who I calm them still want to sulking with me...I don't know why this is happening?....I don't know who is my priority?...Me or somebody else...I guess that my soft spot is..Itend to calm people rather than to calm my self..

Enough all of this..By this moment..somebody picking up a fight with me..they gonna get it...AND I don't give a damn about it anymore!!!

People tend to sulk with me...so what??...I'm not going to be your shoulder anymore...All of this is pure madness..AND I'm staying out of it!...

Ya Allah..I pray for peacefulness and do calm my heart...grant me strength to move on to your journey that You only know for me whats in the front and whats at the back of me...O Allah..i ask for Your forgiveness of the sins that I have made..O Allah...grant my wishes and made me turn to be a Better Muslim for ever as I may lived...Amin



Ikhwan Huzir want some peace...


Salam

Guilty pleasure..

Salam..

You know what I've been craving for this while??...my video game and television...

I'm back home and I can have fun all the time with my craving..but...these things kept me from executing my work...every time I want to make work or study or lite reading..Iface these things over and over and over again...I just can't help it..i'm losing it...

Eventhough these things make me fun and cheer all the time but there is a consequences behind it...all my work staggered...And that's why it is my guilty pleasure...

Please somebody...can YOU help me?

Salam

What is the truth?

Salam...

The revelation keep continues...She said is over between her and him..but suddenly I looked at the myspace comment...everything is different from what she had said...well...I vowed not to get myself into this stupidity and such idiocracy again..

Ikhwan says: ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!

Lame lamer...

Salam

You know i've been wathcing this ESPY award for athletes...One thing i have for this award..LAME!!!

Its so lame that I snorred when I'm watching it..imagine...the nominee for best athlete all for it was an american athlete...none of it was an international athlete...

So lame....

Pretty LAME....!!

American is such a LAME!!

Strings of falling emotion..

Salam...

Ya Allah..aku memohon daripada Mu...kurniakan kudrat untuk ku Ya Allah...Permudahkan urusan ku...Tetapkan hati ku ke jalan orang2 yang benar2 beriman...

Days ago...PTPTN brought me into trouble...now..new prob came in knocking the door...my love one ( not my family members)...have broken the ties with me...After just only couple of weeks..then we broke up...she accept me..but then telling me she is not ready...hmmm...Ya Allah Ampunkan dosaku ini..

Whatever it is..better for me to study...esok assignment gonna get rolling or not..fail la fail...

Well message to YOU...gud luck!!

Salam...

Pretty....PISSED OFF!!!

Salam.....


Supposed to be this day is my lucky day but..it turned upside down in split of seccond... It was my progress day for PTPTN and I'm wishing to finish it early so that I can move on...but all that never to met...

First...those pretty slow ptptn officer were very not punctual...supposed to be around 10.30 am has start all the basic of lecturing here and there...but 11.30 strat all the lecturing...These officer were so buzy arranging these tables and boxes here and there...Finally...12.30 start the process...


I'm on the ques for almost 4 hours and when I arrive there...the officer said to me...'dik...akak x blh nak terima tawaran n borang nih sbb saksi pegawai kerajaan pangkat rendah la dik...kne cari bru...'...what the hell??!!!....Why on earth there is no telling on the website bout this??...And after 4 hours I'm standing is for nothing...what the heck is this???...

Second...the ptptn officer is very rude especially this head officer of ptptn...that taking chrge the other officer in the hall....I'm asking politely...'cik sye ade ptptn call sye untuk brjmpe ngan cik'...he replied...'cik sabar dolu blh x???!'...WHAT!!...you come in late...you prepare yourself late..you ask us to be patient....HEY morron...our director of uitm not rude like you but even better... the way these officer treat the students who is giving out their form also rude enough to say..there's this one officer..male..wearing specs...taking the form pull the paper clipp..and throm at the student..even though not directly towards the student...but still the approach is very rude...KURANG AJAR!!!


THIRD....why does the officer want to get angry towards the student if evrything is being told last minute...all the extra information were told directly on the dot on the first lecturing before the process starts ....Then everything is being told last minute..of course everything is going hazy!! Everything is hectic...why do they didn't include these information as early of 1 week before processs starts or displayed in the website..
What for you call it an online system if evrything is being certified last minute...

This is a bad and worst joke for you PTPTN...system that created to fail...

Let go my floppy..

SALAM...
hectic days= stuck..and stuck..jammed...loaded...stuck some more...

That's how i'm describing my day this week and last week and week so on...quizzes and some more assignment..what a bullish day I had so far in Uitm...never wonder it can be this harsh..wheeuuhhh..

Today I just got my bankcard back ... its ridiculous process I think..I went to cimb and i'm asking to get my bankcard what the operator tell me...' Dik isi borang nih ye..'...i replied...' tapi dah isi cik JUMAAT LEPAS...that white hair operator tell me'takpe dik isi je borang tuh sebab borang yang adik isi pun dah tah kemana..'....WHAT OLD MEN???!!...are FREAKING KIDDING ME!!....tah kemana..then what on earth I fill the form on last week friday for...clean your dirty face is it??...I got so frusterated..I went to Bank islam..there another problem trigger..first is my form not found by the oficer..2nd is that only 2 active counter...slowwwwwwwwww...way way slow...but at least I got my bankcard..ALHAMDULILLAH...Syukran YA ALLAH...

Since its an urgent process...I used taxi...that Indian charged me RM 40...what the????!!!!....damn man...at least for student rate please..but payment is payment.nothing free or at least discount....


Assignment so far was packed with haevy multi task here and there..quizzes..ALHAMDULILLAH.stil steady on..but what I'm afraid of is to maintain...2nd...to revise.3rd..to cope...and 4th...to pull head steady...

Let go my floppy is like.letting go bad stuff...bring in good stuff....wheeeuuhhh!!...

So long fellas...till next time.

SALAM

Ada musibah, ada hikmahnya

Salam...

Hmmm...selepas seminggu kat Uitm nih..hari nih la benda buruk melanda buruk berlaku...tak sangka benda nih jadi kat aku..wallet hilang bersama kad bank and kad ic...aduih...

Sedar2 wallet hilang mase nak lnch..lagi la sedih...tak makan aku...nak bayar yuran lagi...buku lagi..merana betul aku...

Tapi parent aku datang hari nih tolong uruskan police report untuk aku..esok kene lak wat sendiri untuk pengesahan police report, pejabat pendaftaran and block atm kad..

Esok lepas kelas busy la gamaknya...

Ya Allah ..aku bersyukur kerna engkau meringankan beban ku...ampunkan dosa ku...aku bersyukur atas rahmat, hidayah dan nikmat mu yang tak terkira...Amin...

My new alma mater...

Salam semuanya...

Huishh..dah lme x post nih...banyak nya hendak d perkatakan..

Hmmm...after a month waiting for d moment..finally..the time has come..entering UiTM segamat..my new alma mater....masuk2 bese la orientasi....gilo hooohhh!!...tidoq kul 12 bangun kul 3....nih mmg kepalang ngantuknye..tapi ku tabahkan hati...bak kata parent aku...EAGER la skit!!...hua3...orientasi2..akhirnye abis gak..

Then tukar kolej...punye la penat aku nak pindah barang haduish jangan cakap...basah baju aku mengankut barang..hadeih...tapi pepehal..skang aman skit dah pindah kolej..hua3...

First week..
Minggu dah start study and blaja subjek baru..aku ade CSC 128 n 118...MAT 222... BEL...ACC...n favurite subjek..CTU...CSC nih ntk computer subjek..programming and so on...MAT nih math la..ACC acount..BEL for english...and CTU for Agama Islam...setakat nih sume kls and subjek ade lecture kecuali la satu nih...BEL..kls mlm g xde...kls petang xde..kls mlm balik skali pun xde..huish..buku nye la tebal nak cover tapi first week xde kls lg...tapi xpe...nnti leh la cover blk...

Minggu nih jugak la dah ade assignment..kne wat blog ntk cer kan kpd rakyat jelata pasal sejarah komputer...and category of computer..mmg serabut first2 nak cari bahan kat library and al that...aku suke sgt cari buku math ble g library..hehehe..poyo tul ikhwan huzir nih :-)

BUt still...condition ku msh ok..just financial problem and books...lecture dah nak buku dah tp kat koop xde senior lak dah derma kat org lain or dah di wasiatkan or dah campak mne...hadeish..susah2!!...

Bilik ok je...senior pun 2 org part 2, OP and dean...hua3...gelak bersama tido bersama...oooppsss...tido bilik same katil lain2...hua3...hmmm..ari tuh ade wireless skang dah xde..tuh yg dah payah nak online...mmg serik.kne beli broadband ke??

But overall...environment ok...

Peace and have a shout...hua3..

Salam..

WORST!!!

Salam everybody..

Today is the most hectic day of my life..well its started yesterday when a courier send me a letter from cimb bank telling me that the check that I cash in trough the check machine was rejected..kena tendang!!..Well the check was a warrant form PTPTN.it was like financial boosting kind of money that were given to selected student only. The check was supposed to be cash in at the counter as they were a warrant..But I make a terible mistake and cash in trough the machine...So me and my father went to plaza pantai..which is I think at the rapid KL Bangsar station and near the TM tower and UM...So we went there and finally got to meet the the man which conducting my problem.We waited..waited...boring...waited..ZZZZzzzz...and finally got the call...and the call is what we don't want to hear it the most at this crucial time!!..'Sori lah encik..pekerja masih mencari cek..dalam pukul 3 mungkin dapat..sebab ade lagi kes camnih..salah cash in check..' waduh waduh waduh!!...dang it!!..at 3??...hundreds of cases like me...it must be a long day..so we went back Seremban and waited the call...Me on the other hand have JPJ test on the next day (which is today)...This week alone..I never got any chance at practising for driving at all...tau tau..dah kena drive dah!!.alamak..mati la aku...my lucky number 62 it is and my lucky session, session 2 it is...drive it to the bukit..then went all smooth and suddenly failed on side parking..what!!...

What!!...Risau bukit boleh buat ke tak sekali kantoi kat parking..alasan..side mirror tak masuk habis dalam parking...aduuuhhh!!..The tester ask me to pull the car out, park it, get the form and sign it. I'm officially FAILED!! for the track session which is call 2nd session...

Session 3..GO!....Drive, drive, mistake here and there and finally arrive...so he said..'AWAK GAGAL..hua3'...(the laugh is for jokes only)...Well..that's how my day end..end in a very very..very..sad??...naaah..happy??..ofcourse not..blurry??...I think so..frusterated??..quite...
Then my father came picked me up and so he tell me that he already claim the warrant back..ALHAMDULILLAH...Finally, some rejuvinating moment and news...aahhh...


Failed this JPJ makes me thinking...

Am I good driver???...hehehe

What!! An elaun??

Salam...

Just chilling around with the cyber webs today and just chatting with my friend..

I've been chatting with my friend about university stuff and all that..than I ask my friend, did she get some kind of help or should I call it financial help..and she said its an elaun...I say...WHAT!!!..
How could that be...an elaun for just foundation students...my gosh..that's just..to me..unfair..

Why do I think its unfair??..Well, we diploma student have socks on socks off trying to get some financial help and in fact we don't have any company who would like to offer us a scholarship like we diploma's students. Every company going after degree's student. The best chance is only to get PTPTN. Well you know what, these foundation students would be more relax towards financial or money issue as they were given some elaun for foundation student...ssshhhiihhh...I'm just so angry..I don't know why..its just so unfair..

Another reason would be debts...We diploma's student would be making debts as early of our studies while these foundation students maybe making debts as early starting their degree's. As far as I know, there's plenty of wealthy student who is studying for foundation right now. At least these student can have their way for scholarship from certain company when they studied in their degree's and of course their debt would be quite little not like us who don't get an elaun..taking PTPTN or any other loan from certain side or from the state foundation, we have to loan for quite huge amount of money and who knows if we get unlucky..maybe we have to loan more and our debts for surely twice the amount of the foundation students.

I know money shouldn't be the excuse but I just think that its unfair for the foundation student to get an elaun. I would be satisfied if they get an elaun when they were studying for degree's. We diploma's student, our certificate can be used for working while theirs not. SO for me I said it again unfair.

I'm open for opinion, just say whether you think its fair or not..I'm not the type of person who sticks to one opinion and never listen to others. So if you have other opinion saying I'm wrong or right you can say it to me.

Salam..
Peace out and have a shout out.

Mungkin rezeki ku disini..

Salam...

Sudah lama saya tidak mengepos...huhu..

Hari ni baru balik berjumpa kawan sekolah ku tercinta...seronok pulak bila dapat jumpa Izham yang lagi 2 bulan nak jadi Pak Arab pakar dalam Medic..Zufar yang akan masuk Kolej Poly Tech Mara..Azan sori aku lupa lah name kolej ko..hehehe..Adib yang masih tunggu surat yang entah kat mane la sekarang nih daripada JPA tak sampai lagi..Afiq lak sekarang kat UIA same dengan Izzat Amir..Kami berjumpa dan bersembang sampai ingatkan rumah jamuan yang diadakan oleh Faezudin tuh macam kedai kopi kami la pulak..hehehe..sori ye Faez...hehe..Bersembang-sembang tiba-tiba masuk topik pasal macam mane hidup baru sekarang nih...aku dan Adib sudah tentu berkobar-kobar tanye macam mane kehidupan baru mereka..Ade yang cakap sempoi sahaja dan ade juga yang mengakui hidupan sekolah sudah menjadi kenangan..(maknanya dah susah lah tuh..)..Lepas tuh masuk la topik yang aku memang cemburu tahap maksima..bercakap tentang budak batch yang akan belajar di luar negara. Aku senyap sahaja tapi dalam hati aku ...ya ALLAH..Tuhan sahaja la yang tahu..

Aku memang cemburu dengan mereka yang sudah berangkat ataupun yang akan berangkat ke luar negara untuk menyambung pengjian mereka. Kalau Allah memberi aku kesempatan untuk ulang balik semula masa yang lalu..aku tentu nak buat yang terbaik tapi apakan daya. Inilah aku sekarang yang akan menyambung pelajaran dalam negara sahaja. Betapa aku berasa sedih lagi-lagi aku hanya akan mengambil diploma sahaja dan ini memakan masa yang lama untuk menyambung pelajaran ke degree. Sudah tentu juga ada daripada pihak di bekas sekolah ku akan memandang remeh terhadap aku terutamanya nanti aku ingin mengambil sijil peperiksaan ku. Namun apakan daya:(...Aku cuba jugak mengubati hati ini dengan berkata.."Engkau Ikhwan yang dah lepas tuh biar lepas..lepas nih buat yang terbaik..'..Tapi bila masuk je topik pasal study di luar negara or diploma masih ade saje yang cakap..'tak lame ke'..'rugi la camtuh weh'...'ape la takat diploma je sape nak orang takat diploma'...Macam mane aku nak naik semangat..walaupun keluarga bagi full support tapi yang menghentam punya la ramai..lima kali ganda jumlah keluarga aku yang menghentam aku..camne semngat aku tak luntur...

Memikirkan pasal diploma atau belajar di luar negara membuat aku fikir sejenak..Ade lagi orang yang tak berapa elok nasibnya tapi mampu berjaya dan ada juga yang tak senasib aku malah lagi teruk terutamanya dalam lingkungan umur aku jugak. Jadi aku pun kuat kan semangat..tambah-tambah lagi ade Adib yang bagi aku pemikiran dia sedkit sempoi tapi ke depan. Bukan setakat yang fikir yang di luar tuh juga lah yang lebih berjaya..Bila aku meluah kan sedikit perasaan kat die ..die pun dengan trademarknye sendiri..'rilax sudeh'..kadang-kadang buat aku fikir..camni agaknye dak2 pandai ye..tak fikir sangat pasal benda lain..

Mak, ayah, kak Nisa dan kak Wani dan semua yang telah bagi dorongan..aku mengucapkan terima kasih la banyak-banyak..aku nih tak mudah lupa apa yang orang dah buatkan untuk aku..Jadi aku sepatutnya berasa malu apabila tak berjaya walaupun sudah dibagi dorongan. Trimas semua...

Buat habis-habisan...

Ps: Lepas nih blog nih akan ke arah lebih ekspresi diri daripada isu negara dan global...k...

I.H.I

I say: Human are not perfect..

Salam...

Quite sometime I've never made a post for this blog. Well just got back from watching terminator salvation or terminator 4 or Arnold Scwhartzernegger the fourth time in this movie. Fill with actions and some unimagined stuff makes this film as a hit in their genre and their sequels like mototerminator was just unbelievable. Well these things created by human and they want their creator to die. Don't you think this kind of expression is just like human?..Well I do think so. Be free with no rule to obey. Well human sometimes wanted more than just freedom they want more which some of them call it 'play God'. What play god is??..Well we human try to become an inventor and try to make the invention to our full use for total domination.

Almost everything we create will somehow broke down. This statement were supported with the host of the world toughest fix show on national geographic. The host of the show agree with what ever we invent will finally broke down. So why on earth we want to play god? God has created everything for us and we just improvise it. There is no invention in that. Same like in this movie, human created robot for several uses which is not for a good cause. The inventor of the terminator try to play god which is trying to build a robot that would pleasure their satisfaction.

Scientist also trying to create a human clone. Human needs a soul to live, without the soul we would be nothing. These scientist think we human were so alive because of our life support system in our body.NO its NOT!!...Like I said, human needs soul to live in fact these souls is us. Hard to explain what the soul are actually is, but what I know these things that makes us live in fact the soul is us. What the saddest thing is even Muslim starts to think these kind of theories where we can eventually live again and again by cloning. When the time has come, it will come and take you.

We human try to play god but everything that we create can broke. That's no god in it. If we try to play god game we should built or invent something that would not broke down. Even toothpicks can broke and sadly we human are the one who create it.

So gentleman, as far as I know, human existence is nothing more making a damage to earth and ourselves far as the first human The Prophet Adam were created. But I know we can make a difference as we human have some kind of talent that can be mould into something good but the hardest part is, when making good is less than making bad things. I hope we realise that we have no talent, supremacy or any intelligent or so whatever it is when trying to play god. God, Allah The Almighty is the most superior and He is the only who have The intelligent and we cannot defy that. Look what happen to in the film of terminator, our own creation try to kill us making us extinct. But the God creation has never been in that kind of situation.

You make me wanna..

Salam..

The most tiring day I ever had...practiced driving for almost 3 hours straight non stop just make wanna sleep...zzzZZZ..huhu

Well guys..if you see this title..what were you thinking right now??..Well I interpreted it as influential because I take this title from a song sang by Usher entitled you make wanna...It sounds like this song has been for ages but it just caught my mind..

Well I have to say this song gave me and influential..why? you should read the lyrics..its about a man who got just so deep with this woman and some way the woman give some influential towards him..Well I dedicated this song to my second sister..Hazwani Binti Islakh..hehe..

You must be wondering..again..why??...well she's just like me for right now..she just finished her last year at UiTM on a course of bachelor of accountancy...she's been writing and sending all this resume and only once got call for interview..she just felt like losing control on her life because there was less feedback from the company that calling for interview..so I said to her..just relax.your time will come...Allah have a plan for you..keep it together sis!!...Well its just an advice from a younger brother for her sister who knows lot more than I do..

But, suddenly her situation got in me too..how??..well..I've been searching for a company who's going to give a scholarship and all of inquiries that I have send only one send their feedback..well when I'm in this kind of situation..I just keep on nagging..so my sister come to me and cool me down and said what I've said to her earlier..huhu..Its just so funny how's the situation its just same but different condition..I just want to say..THANK YOU HAZWANI BINTI ISLAKH-my coolest second older sister!!

Hunting ...hunting...and huuunnnting...and hunntingg

Salam everybody..huhuh...I don't know why am I laughing maybe because I was thinking how hard it is to get some sponsor...

Month May..
I were given the chance to further study at UiTM Segamat...in Diploma Of Computer Science and Mathematics..(yeah...mathematics...which i'm not good at it..)...Segamat??...some say this place sold vase more than a computer then how the heck am I going to get some good things for my studies..but just accept it...

Middle of May..
Lepak..lepak..lepak...hang out..lepak...driving school..which by the way i'm still learning to get over that stupid pathetic bukit...owh man..sweating just to get over that bukit..owh man...makes me want to burn that bukit with the driving facilities...lepak and lepak...

Almost end of May
I got to think is there any ICT company going to offer a scholarship...so this make persue to look out in the web to find or maybe get even lucky to getany scholarship for my studies from this ict companies...AIMS..MIMOS...SAPURA...this are the one out of hundreds that offer a scholarship or no scholarship at all...all the email has been sent for the enquiries and yet no reply...and the most pain killing thing is...all email sent got some failure notice..what!!.... For god sake..when am I going to make some succesfull attempt...then my mom got sickest ideas...he ask or force or telling me to call them...hohoho.... I'm the one who is so shy you know..huhuhu...but however..I have to make the call...so guys...pray for me...

Is it a change we made or a trend we create

Assalammualaikum everybody..

Something botherings me today or maybe even since the last PRU. You see,I just got back from jusco Seremban.I was accompany Amir who going out to buy some stuff to get ready himself this Satruday with all the shirts and toileteries that he bought but we stil manage to catch some time to went into a book store.I went into a fictional section and there was something caught me by suprise.There was numerous collection of books about politic in the book store form this kind of author to another author to another author.It was a book about Pak Lah administration and many more.Majority of the books seem to get people to think about the bloody tragedy about race colision that happen in Malaysia which is 13 Mei.

To me it was frightening moment for me to look a book who is trying to provoke this kind of madness back again.I was wondering.Does Malaysian really change the way they think and react to certain things and decision?
In my opinion,Malaysian have not yet change the way of mentality.The way I see it is because there was humongous number of books about politic.The way I see it we're just trying to create a trend and not a change.Why so sudden lots of books about politic were published in this year or during I should say during the Pak Lah administration?

We as Malaysian should ask our selves,are we making change or making trend or getting into a trend of so called freedom of speech,to voice or to make action.This is a joke if we think Malaysian have changed just because there were numerous books about politics were published.There is no change in that actually.A true change is when even in any kind administration,no matter who rule or what kind of situation,we are ready to voice out or making even when we were in bad situation.A true changed also should not come in a matter of material but mind and ofcourse not just seasonal change,the next day we change then on the next day we silent and kept hiding out and have no courage to change or to make a change.

A true change is what we need.Malaysian should be more careful since now there is so many idealisme that trying to make us as a bait.I hope one day Malaysian should trully change our mentality,action and in fact become even a think tanker to the country.

Salam and peace to my fellow Malaysians.

PNAC=New era of destruction

Salam everybody to muslim and helo towards non muslim.Hmmm...its been a while i did not get myself to make a new post.ok.guys..ready..for a new topic to ponder upon..

PNAC...what's that??..totally not a new version of pac man..or not a new food product either..
PNAC stands for Project of the New America Century.This is a project,a mission,an objective and a target to make America become totally new dominant force on the block on this very earth.Let me reveal how did America become a dominant force and even force not to be reckon with.It all started when America involve itself in the world war 2 just because their harbour..a very popular one..even made it into a movie..Pearl Harbour was attacked by Japanese military.After several study have been made,America decided to involve themself into the war..which is that time the decision were made by President Roosevelt..i think..correct me if i'm wrong..Several year past and the war is over America gained such a heavy burden which is the lost of monetary fund to their country and even many army casualties happen.But,America gained so many precious things one of it was,a more high order in united nation committe and development of their technology.Maybe if America did not involve themself in that war..maybe America not be able to reach the moon...though many American say the moon landing was a hoax..

America able to put themself to a standard where their approval is everything when it comes to make international decision and even have this some kind of license to intefere with other countries business.But still they had a challengeron their path such as China,Rusia and even daring southern America country like Mexico,Peru,Bolivia and many more.So they need a plan.A plan that is so startegic that it needs years of preparation which some said since the administration of father of President Bush which is i forget his name.The plan was to make way for America become the only elite high ranking superior forces in many kind of field..You name it America controlled it kind of way they trying to make.These plan,PNAC plan were drafted a year before 2001.It was drafted by neo conservative think tanker of America like..Dick Cheney,Paul Wolfowitz,Jepp Bush (brother to President Bush), Donald Rumsfeld and many more.Some of the text in the draft had said that,a need to make an America new century was important to make the country stand firm and even stronger than before.This plan could have taken a life time so there is need of a catostrophic catalyzing event-the new Pearl Harbour.We know,from the history America did make and gained many things from the Pearl Harbour event.
So,on your mind right now..what could the catastrophic catalyzing event could be happen??

11-9-2001..September 11 2001..9/11 2001..
America becoming a lot more stronger because of this event..America gained such a symphaty until to a point people from around the world give their ful support towards its campaign of anti terrorism.American and the rest of the world were blind folded until where there is many people and even scientist starts to investigate what is actually happen on that painful event.From science,people were demonstrated with lots of knowledge that the tragic event was actually..an inside job.People starts to think again whether the report that were published by the September 11 committe was truth or false.Imagine..not in history of building were crush or fall or ruptured because of continues burning.Not in history i should say.Such building that majority of its medium was a steel to make the tower could not melt because of continues burning.AND how can a building fall because it was hit by a plane on almost the top of the building which is logically if the building were to fall..it would fall or crumble just on the very top of the tower..but it fall al of it towards the ground.

Looking to Muslim world..we were living in far most dangered situation than ever.The American,European and even in Asian have bad look on us.We as a Muslim should improve our living up to a point where our voice will be heard,we will not have to live in fear other than fear in the wrath of ALLAH.If the American people who wants justice to their country and did not want some tyrant to rule the country would sacrifice their own life to get truth answer why can't we muslim improve our religion and refer back to Islam and make it as the way of life.Pull ourself back together towards our holy Al-Quran.Many truth have been reveal yet the American government would not acept it as their inside job.For as long the America try to settle with their people,Muslim all around the should gather our self a strenght and improve our IMAN to get ourself ready for the victorious day ahead where Islam shall stand and become powerful yet truthful religion to the people around the world.

Get more info on youtube,just type 911 conspiracy.Many have said its just a conspiracy theories but it is the truth not a theory anymore.

PPSMI tiada kesudahan

Hari ini ramai sibuk memperkatakan keberkesanan PPSMI ini dan ada juga yang menyelarnya kerana menyebabkan Bahasa Melayu dipinggirkan.Ramai yang diantaranya merupakan karyawan Melayu menunjukkan protes terhadap PPSMI ini.Namun adakah PPSMI ini retorik kerajaan atau usaha untuk menaikkan prestasi rakyat Malaysia terutamanya Bangsa Melayu..Ramai mengatakan ini adalah mainan politik semata-mata untuk meraih sokongan untuk kerajaan.Namun bagi saya cadangan ini adalah bernas,PPSMI ini adalah bernas.

Saya mengatakan bahawa PPSMI ini adalah bernas kerana sesuai dengan bangsa apa yang menguasai ilmu itu sendiri.Bangsa dari barat merupakan pelopor dalam bidang ilmu yang rata-ratanya menggunakan bahasa Inggeris dalam bertutur dan menyampaikan ilmu.Jadi mengapa ramai yang membantah penggunaan bahasa Ingeris dalam pengajaran Sains dan Matematik terutamanya pihak karyawan Melayu? Tidakkah kita sedar bahawa ilmu Sains dan Matematik kini dikuasai oleh saintis dari barat.Mari kita lihat sejarah ya..Semasa dakwah Islamiah rancak diperkembangkan ke srata Tanah Arab, ilmu Sains dan Matematik itu sendiri telah dikuasai saintis Kristian dari barat dan bahasa yang digunakan secara majoriti ialah bahasa dari bangsa Yunani.Ketika kebangkitan Islam,ramai saintis Islam berhijrah ke Eropah untuk belajar dan cuba menguasai ilmu yang dikuasai oleh saintis barat.Saintis Islam tidak menggunakan bahasa Arab dalam pembelajaran mereka tetapi saintis Islam belajar bahasa dari bangsa Yunani untuk mempelajari ilmu.Kemudian barulah saintis Islam melakukan penterjemahan dalam bahasa Arab.

Ini pula kisah saintis Barat.Apabila Islam menjadi pelopor ilmu di dunia,saintis Barat terpaksa pula berhijrah ke kawasan timur tengah ataupun kawasan eropah yang ditakluki oleh umat Islam untuk mendapatkan ilmu.Mereka pula harus belajar menguasai bahasa Arab untuk belajar dan memperoleh ilmu disana.Mereka juga turut melakukan penterjemahan dalam bahasa mereka sendiri iaitu sama ada Itali,Perancis ataupun Sepanyol.Kini bangsa-bangsa inilah yang menguasai ilmu dan ilmu ini dalam bahasa Inggeris.Saintis barat juga mempelajari bahasa Arab untuk mengkaji kitab suci Al-Quran yang umat Islam kini pun memingirkan kitab suci sendiri.

Jadi wahai bangsa Melayu,lihatlah betapa mereka yang menyukai ilmu ini sanggup melakukan apa sahaja untuk mengusai ilmu dan memperoleh ilmu.Saintis barat juga antaranya segilintir yang menguasai bahasa Arab semata-mat ingin mengkaji Al-quran.Untuk mengkaji Al-Quran bukan semata-mata melihat dan membaca sahaja pada terjemahannya dalam bahas apa sekalipun tetapi perlu menguasai bahasa Arab untuk mengkajinya.Tidakkah kita berasa malu kerana sampaikan bangsa atau saintis Barat sanggup mempelajari bahasa Arab untuk memperoleh ilmu.Kejadian janin,siang dan malam,kejadian bumi dan bermacam lagi semuanya ada didalam Al-Quran yang ada dalam bahasa Arab dan kini ilmu itu telah bertukar bahasa ke bahasa Inggeris.Juga,tidakkah kita berasa malu apabila saintis Islam sangup mempelajari bahasa lain semata-mata untuk menuntut ilmu dari bahasa lain dan mereka ini menterjemahkannya.Ini bukan retorik politik ataupun agenda tersendiri ataupun ideologi untuk memusnahkan bahasa bangsa saya sendiri tetapi sedarlah bahawa,ketika bahasa Melayu menjadi lingua franca adalah kerana agama Islam,agama yang kita anuti.Agama Islam itu sendiri datangnya dari bahasa Arab.Saya bukan menjatuhkan bahasa bangsa saya sendiri tetapi ini adalah realiti yang kita seharusnya ketahui.Memang ramai akan memperkatakan,ramai ilmuan berkata kreativiti itu datang dari bahasanya sendiri,tetapi jikalau ilmu asasnya tiada kita masih mempelajari ilmu dalam bahasa kita sendiri iaitu bahasa Melayu kita tidak mampu untuk berfikir scara kreatif kerana ilmu asas itu kita tidak ketahui.Sama juga dgn bangsa barat,mereka mempelajari ilmu dengan asas ilmu yang datangnya dari bahasa Arab dan mereka berfikir secara kreatif menggunakan bahasa mereka sendiri.

Jadi orang melayu seharusnya mengambil iktibar dari sejarah umat Islam keran kita adalah umat Islam.Seharusnya kita tidak lagi berfikir atas perjuangan bangsa dan bahasa tetapi berjuang atas dasar umat Islam dan saudara-saudara seummat.Kita seharusnya cuba berdaya saing dengan mempelajari ilmu itu dengan menggunakan bahasa Ingeris kerana ilmu itu datangnya dari bangsa barat dan mengunakan kekreatifan kita dengan mengunakan bahasa Melayu untuk mengembangkan ilmu itu sendiri.Aktiviti penterjemahan juga harus dilakukan agar generasi akan datang menghargai usaha generasi seummat yang terdahulu cuba yang sebaik mungkin untuk membolehkan generasi akan datang untuk memperoleh ilmu.

Masih ingat akan kata-kata ini,'tuntutlah ilmu walaupun sehingga ke negeri Cina'.Ini menunjukkan menguasai bahasa bangsa lain adalah penting untuk menguasai ilmu.Dalam pepatah ini,Cina melambangkan tempat,bangsa dan bahasa.Betapa pentingnya kita menguasai ilmu walaupun terpaksa berhijrah dan harus mempelajari bahasa asing untuk menguasai ilmu.

Have you gave more..

I just rad someone's blog today and it got me thinking and wondering..have i ever give something or am i just receiving more??...

In a context of moral, people do give but in return hoping to receive.This kind of way of living should stop!!..People do condemned to much but they have never even contribute...Lets say my school..people everyday smack its policy saying this and saying that...but do they give a chance to do its own way..no!!...hey never their faith to the school..some just lashes at every angle saying this and that but do they ever contribute ideas..no!!...

In certain industries,people tend to give bad perception towards local product yet they never try i yet..i still remember the speech made by Datuk Syekh Zainal(pardon me if i'm wrong)..he said this when launching the new Proton Mpv Exora...'its hard when people want European style,Japanese technology yet Malaysian price'..that clearly shows how many people want more but they never give some kind of support..don't we ever think how did KIA,Hyundai,Toyota or any other car companies got so many attentions.its because of their own people...they give...what they give??...They give their support in all kind of fiels to make sure this brands live and march on towards global market and challenging the oher car company..Its hard to believe many people in out country tend to give bad impersonations yet wanting the best..Just like what our Malaysia brands are dealing right now...They try make good thing but the users just denied everything then they want better...they don't even used it for god sake!!..It make s me mad to look this kind of people they so called 1st class mentality of people doing this kind of things towards their own brands..

Lets change our perception...when proton came out with its first car..people said...try to peel the colour of the car and you will see a milo can...this kind of perception must be flushed away so that our brand or anything that we actually give our faith to fulfill their task..just look on the results first..have we ever think how did the powerful nation become so powerful...??...Its because their people give their support to the very end..

HERO kami!!

Salam untuk saudar ku sekalian...tentu anda saudara berasa pelik pabila tajuk kali ini berkaitan pasal hero kami...sebenarnya...hero yg saya maksudkan ialah hero yang diagungkan dalam dunia Islam hari ini iaitu Presiden Iran hari ini iaitu Presiden Ahmedinejad dan Presiden Turki iaitu Presiden Abdullah Gul...

Sejarah yg kita ketahui mengenai presiden Iran ini mungkin kita telah banyak dengari melalui akhbar ..radio..televisyen...Beliau diagungkan kerana mempunyai keberanian yang jitu untuk bersuara di pentas antarabangsa..suara yg dikatakan ditakuti banyak negara Bara yang menyokong idelisme Zionis..Beliau berani menyatakan pendapatnya dan berani melancarkan serangan lisan bahkan mengancam untuk melakukan serangan secara fizikal iaitu melalui ketenteraan..kerana kita ketahui Iran antara negara kuasa nuklear dan antara negara Islam yg mempunyai teknologi tinggi dalam bidang ketenteraan.Ketegasannya bukan sahaja terhadap sikap Barat terhadap umat Islam bahkan mengkritik idealisme Zionis dan menyatakan hidupnya yg tidak sudah bermusuh dengan Zionis.

Presiden Turki ini antara tokoh Islam yang baru melonjak sejak awal tahun 2009.Beliau mula digeruni pabila secara lantang menyatakan kesalnya terhadap serangan Israel terhadap Gaza pada awal tahun secara terbuka dalam satu persidangan ekonomi antarabangsa di Geneva (maafkan sekiranya trsilap fakta).Beliau yang bersidang bersama negara yang lain di atas pentas termasuk Presiden Israel, Benjamin Netanyahu secara terbuka telah membuka topik serangan Israel terhadap Gaza, dan secara keras mula bertekak dengan presiden laknatullah itu.Beliau memberi pelbagai sebab mengapa Israel perlu disekat melalui pelbagai cara saling dibalas sebab2 yg dibagi Presiden Netanyahu mengapa mereka menyerang Gaza.Akhirnya, Presiden Abdullah Gul keluar dari persidangan itu tanpa mengucapkan kata2 selamat tinggal.

Tindakan mereka ini telah menarik masyarakat dunia selain masyarakat Islam.Mereka mula melahirkan gerun dan takut terhdap Barat yg selama ini tidak akan terasa apa apabila masyarakat Islam atau dunia yg mahukan pembebasan,hak dan kepercayaan mereka dilindungi.Mereka mula menjadi ARTIS dalam media antarabangsa.

Saya cuma berharap masyarakat ISLAM terutamanya berhati2 apabila mula menggagumi seseornag tokoh seperti mereka.Cuba saudara perhatikan Presiden Iran,Ahmadinejad.Beliau seorang presiden kepada negara Islam yg rata2 nya berpefahaman dan beriman berdasarkan SYIAH ISLAMIYAH.Disana difahamkan masyarakt syiah berdendam dengan masyarakt Islam yg mempunyai akidah yg betul dan sempurna.Mereka juga mempunyai sambutan hari lahir IMAM MAHDI.Jadi terbit dalam hati saya,mengapa Amerika tidak pernah melancarkan serangan ke atas Iran sedangkan ia mempunyai kekuatan suku tentera Pengaman PBB??..Amerika boleh melancarkan serangan ke atas Iran seperti mana merka melancarkan serangan ke atas Iraq...Mereka juga sering kali hanya bermain perang mulut.Adakah Amerika dan Iran cuba mengaburi mata masyarakat daripada cuba mengatasi masalh umat dengan mengatakan masyarakat Islam mempunyai hero iaitu Iran..

Presiden Abdullah Gul..presiden kepada Turki moden yang diasaskan oleh Mustafa Kamal Ataturk.Pengasas ini merupakan seorang yang Islam liberal yang mengatakan Islam hanya pada masjid dan aktiviti harian dan dunia mempengaruhi aktiviti rohani yang diperlukan.Pengasas ini juga berkomplot dengan British semasa perang untuk menjatuhkan Sultan terakhir Kerajaan Turki Islamiyyah..sebuh empayar yang dahulunya dikagumi.Kita belum pun mengetahui jika presiden ini berfahaman Isalm liberal ataupun tidak.Walaupun kita ketahui bahawa ad juga yang berfahamankn Ilam yang berasaskan mahzab Imam2 yang diketahui sahih ajarannya berkaitan ilmu agama Islam,tetapi kita tidak boleh terus meletakkan harapan ataupun kaguman kita kepada seorang pemimpin yang kita belum ketahui lagi profil diri mereka.

Jadi saya menyeru agar umat Islam tidak mudah menaruh harapan agar kita tidak dikaburi oleh masalah yang sebnarnya berlaku dalam umat Islam dan berusaha lah kit agar dapat memperbaiki kualiti hidup umat Islam dan kembali pada ajran Nabi kita, Muhammad s.a.w...

Jika terlalu berhabuk, kita lapkan bukan meniupkan agar mata kita tidak sakit
Jika berkabus, perlahankan perjalanan bukan memecut agar kita lebih peka dan sedar lebih awal apa yang ada dihadapan bahkan dibelakang...

Menanti kebangkitan..

Salam untuk semua muslimin dan muslimat. Hari makin lame bertambah, usia makin tua, kudrat makin lemah..namun kebangkitan yang kita mahukan masih di awangan..kebangkitan yang saya maksudkan ialah kebangkitan Islam...

Umat Islam hari ini dibelenggu dengan pelbagai masalah yang menyebabkan kita makin lama makin penat, susah, dan lemah.Kita mudah dicerca begitu saja, suara kita tidak didengari di peringkat antarabangsa.Pelbagai usaha telah dilakukan untuk kita bangkit semula namun mat Islam masih lagi leka dan alpa dan masih tidak menyedari musuh sudah menghampiri sasarannya..

Apakah masalah sebenarnya umat Islam hari ini sebenarnya??..Sebenarnya kita sudah lari dari agama, sudah lari dari tuhan kita, sudah lari dari imam kita..mengapa terjadi begini???...Kerna hiburan yang melampau...Kita sering memikirkan hiburan daripada isu yang lebih memerlukan perhatian semua..lihat saja bila ada program nyanyi yang menjanjikan transformasi mendapat sambutan, tapi pabila program yang menjanjikan santapan rohani kita ketepikan...

Pelbagai usaha yang telah dilakukan bagi menarik ramai umat Islam untuk melibatkan diri dalam program ini tetapi malangnya...masih kurang mendapat perhatian..apa yang diperlukan sebenarnya??...Saya ketika menulis blog ini masih lagi mencari-cari apakah langkahnya yang diperlukan...memang ramai mengatakan kembali pada Allah, Rasul dan Al-Quran...tetapi.bagaimana...sedangkan umat tika ini masih tergila-gilakan hiburan...kurang yang mendoakan agar hati mereka diisi dengan nur iman dan hidayah..Tepuk dada tanya iman..

Akhir kalam..saya menyeru umat..saudara-saudara ku..mari lah terapkan Islam dalam hidup kita..jadikan iman sumber tenaga..akal senjata kita..doa harapan kita..tubuh sebagai pelaksana kita...JAngan biarkan diri kita mudah dipekotak katikkan oleh musuh Islam yang akan menyesatkan kita sehingga akhir hayat...Mari saudaraku...mari usahakan kebangkitan kita!!

NUMBERSSS!!

Its interesting when thinking bout numbers...just imagine..numbers involve on..almost..i mean..almost everything...just name it...reference in al-quran...numbers...reference on statistic..numbers...everything just can't lose number...

Lets say when making a decision...people tend to think that number don't involve in this!!...Well let me say it can!!....First...when person tend to choose on certain decision and confirmed on it...body release out few chemicals in the body to send signal towards the brain telling...'i'm going to choose'...on this chemicals...there's a ratio to it..if the body send in different ratio of chemical..then something will happen...odd thing happen for sure..
So you see..there is the first evidence involvement of numbers in making decision..second is the signal...how fast and how many is the absolute thing to look upon...different speed of signal cause other effect...but if the signal is on its proportional then..the result that we want it will come..how many signal...like i just said before...diferent ratio and rate cause certain result and maybe cause an unwanted things to happen..

What i want you to ponder upon is that...eventhough its just number..it affect almost everything in this planet...no matter how complex a life form can be..it can't run away from numbers..no matter how the number represent..whether on statistic or ration or scale or anything...still its number..and nothing can't get passed it..So its important for us Muslim who want to dominate again the variety of fields in this planet...to master the numbers...in fact our holy Quran has lots of secret regarding on numbers..just that i don't have sample of it...but one thing for sure...number is important to the world...



Any comment leave it...and i read it and i think about it...because every mind has its own beauty when it comes to ideas and visions...=)

PLKN!! HOROR to OK....lah

Tanggal 27 (ingat lagi tarikh nih) disember 2008...naik bas dari paroi..ingat nak lambai la mak ku sayang tapi x dpt sebab sesak xtau nak ckp cmne...naik bas dah boleh wat kwn dari SHAMS...nme die Kamal...die asyik sungguh melambai parent yg ade dekat ngan bas tuh tapi aku nih duduk jela dalam bas tuh..on the way pegi sanae terjumpa la kwn sekolah rendah yg sbnrnye dak MCKK skang nih...

Trus dalam life kat kem..aku jadi ajk agama..mase nak tulis name ade la sorang nih kulit gelap gila sampai aku cakap kat die..'Hindu write on other paper'..pastuh kawan aku nih Aslam..ckp kat aku..'die Islam la!!'...ter malu aku sampai kat sura pastuh aku mintak la maaf kat die...kat dalam dorm leh thn bestnye...main kejar2...lepak dgn ckg...even kat SDAR pun aku x lepak dgn ckg...kat sini sempoi pun sudah cukup untuk bahagia..hoho...aktiviti pun leh tahan jugak la tapi aku geram x dpt wat flying fox sebab hujan..then si Ketua Jurulatih ckp..'kamu cuba la ya tahun depan...hoho hahaha..hehehe'...aku bengang je...mase kembara halangan trial...sorang dak gemok yg mmg berat die lebih dari 100 nih pengsan n kitorang nih kene bawak die g klinik..dah budak nih banyak songeh..mase pendaftaran pun cakap cam hebat..n mmg i have to say...action gle..sebab mmg selalu die x ikot pandangan org n nak pandangan die je mng..
Sukan air lak...best la jgk...tp tension time practice kayak la mmg susah pastuh kene maki dihamun oleh jurulatih ku syg...hahaha

Kalu fizikal ade...sure ade emosional...kitorang ade kls C.B(character building)..ckg aku nih asik ckp cb..cb..cb..tp aku x tau jgk mksd die sampai la aku tnye sorang dak nih...dak teknik tunku jaafar..cp tuh ape..character building lor..aku slalu panggil die Ferhad sebab mke die sejebik cam Ferhad..aku ngam dgn die la dlm kls tuh..yang x best psl kls tuh..
1. ade bdk gemok tuh...skali mmg satu kumpulan dgn aku lak tuh...adddduuuiihh
2.module die cam dak kecik
3.aku kureng minat..

Pastuh lepas abis dua modul mule la ade yang amek gmbr...tkr2 number...n mcm2 lg lar..
Sbnrnye msk bulan januari 2009..dah ramai dah start tkr2 number...aku rse cam buhsan je...ape la dey..watpe tkr2 number xde gunenye...dah la kirim2 surat...cam ckai je taktik..mano amano la bak kate org italia...Dalam sepangjang kem nih cam2 aktiviti yang bukan orientasi psl kem dah wat contoh...Program Intergrasi..Safe seks (ntuk ape pun xtau)..Ceramah agama..ngan Program KEbudayaan..rse cam best gak yg program kebudayaan sbb mse nilah kite tgk dak2 yg mmg kne overshadow oleh org lain menyerlah...

Masuk final phase...Wirajaya....yaaaaaayyyy...lah sgt.....x dpt tidur kat kem sbb kem tepi laut yg angin die kencang gle malam tuh n hujan bagai nak rak n..khemah pun terbang...hohoho....pastuh malam sambutan hari terakhir..ALOHA nite..(tapi eja die nampak cam ALPHA NITE)...konsep..Hawaian...malam tuh mmg bebas nak pakai ape..x pakai ape pun xpe..ikut suka...aku mse nih tgh jln2 ngan clan surau aku (aiman,aslam,izdin,ammar) nak g dining tuh la sbb diarahkn..nak enjoy tp x terasa pun sbb cam blur je time tuh...tbe2 angin kuat gle sampai terbang props.n mcm2 lg lar...pastuh kwnku Aslam kata...'kem nih dah la tepi laut'....kitorang pun...rilek2...xde bende jd..huhuhu...sambut jela cam bese aku duk ngan kwn aku sampai la kul 2 pagi ...then salam ngan jurulatih mntk maaf sumer..tido...

Banyak la bende yg leh dikire bes gak lar...ble dah keje nnti ble tgk org lain kene plkn..mmg teringat la masa dolu2...tapi rakyat malaysia nih masih lagi ragu2 dgn kem nih...ade yg pertikaikan npe dpt elaun rm150 je sbln...bygkn makan 6x sehari...3 wktu libatkn lauk yg banyak..xkan tuh pun nak lebih lg...ubat demam..penghantaran ke klinik ditaja...baju x pyh bayar...tapi kenapa..pertikaikan bende yg kite nmpk luar x best yg kite sendiri pun x penah pegi n alami...
Cuma kerajaan kena cari objektif yang mmg mendatangkn hasil keatas yg terlibat sbb ape..pengalaman aku..kurang impak die keatas sesetgh peserta sbb pendekatan berbeza sesebuah kem..kem aku ketegasan die rendah tuh yg ahli kem die kurang menjadi...jadi harap2 dipertimbangkan lah program ini ataupun...SCRAP IT OFF!!

Dalam blog ini..

Sambil berkata pasal dunia saya akan perkatakan juga perjalanan hidup saya dan ekspetasi saya terhadap sesuatu..Jadi jangan bosan jangan keliru..keran keutamaanku adalah fleksibility ku...hoho

Dunia memerlukan satu transformasi!!

Salam untuk semua...saya nak perkatakan sesuatu yang hangat secara global...ekonomi!!...
Dunia hari ini mengalami kesan ekonomi yang paling terburuk pernah direkodkan dan ini adalah kerana sistem ekonomi yang diguna pakai..sistem kapitalisma...
Sistem ini dicipta seolah2 'doom to fail'..sistem akan menyebabkan ekonomi dunia akan jatuh setiap 10 tahun sekali..bayangkan..jika dunia harus untuk berkali2 mengadakan injuksi wang keatas ekonomi mereka dan ini memakan masa dan nilai wang yang berharga

Namun jangan terkejut ape yang menyebabkansistem sering kali gagal setiap 10 tahun sekali adalah kerana..wang kertas yang digunakan..sebuah artikel diterbitkan dalam sebuah majalah Islam menarik hati saya..walaupun tidak dinyatakan secara terus tetapi hakikatnya punca segala masalh ini ialah..wang kertas..

Dari sejarahnya sendiri..wang kertas diletakkan asasnya pada satu atau lebih faktor...antaranya ialah..geografi..penghasilan wang kertas..emosi..dan harapan yang ada padanya.Jika dilihat, kenapa mata wang zimbabwe nilainya kurang tetapi dolar amerika nilainya tinggi padahal kedua2 wang diperbuat drpd kertas..Mungkin antara pembaca akan mempertikai dari segi nilai eksport,kdnk sebuah negara dan bermacam lagi..tetapi bila dicuba fikirkan semula..ia hanya kertas..yang diletakkan atas nya ialah expectation..harapan yang ia menjadi rm 50, rm 10, dan rm bermacam lagi.Tetapi sudah tentu rakyat takkan membuang duit ini kerana expectation melebihi segalanya.Sebab itu ekonomi dunia mudah jatuh setiap 10 tahun sekali kerana expectation terhadap wang ini berubah sntiasa lagi2 bg negara yg membangun dan negara yang kurang maju.

Jadi saya ingin bawa anda untuk melihat, apa definisi wang dalam konteks Islam..Ekonomi Islam meletakkan asas wang itu pada sebuah bahan yang wujud dalam bumi yang kuantitinya banyak pada seketika masa tetapi susah untuk mendapatnya.contoh..biji timah..gangsa..emas..Bahan atau elemen ini sesuai dijadikan wang dan mata wang kerana nilainya yang kurang jatuh kerana manusia bergantung padanya selalu dan dalam konteks usaha memang berpatutan dengan apa yang diusahakan..Pernah diungkap oleh salah seorang pemikir islam yang mengatakan..bahan seperti emas layak untuk dijadikan mata wang kerana melambangkan usaha seseorang itu yang sememangnya lumrah dengan sifat bahan itu sendiri..iaitu susah untuk dicari tetapi berusaha lebih maka dapat lebih..

Jadi saya berharap agar lebih ramai muslimin dan muslimat sedar dan cuba membawa perubahan kepada ekonomi dunia yang sememangnya dalam parah dan tiada alternatif lain selain kembali kepada ISLAM!

Sekiranya ada sebarang kesilapan tanpa segan silu tegur lah saya..kerana saya hamba yang lemah...=)

mukadimah

Salam..untuk saudaraku...nih pun bru firs time wat so let me remind...ape yg saya tulis lahir dri benak hati dan fikiran saya...pandangan anda sama sekali tidak ditolak untuk mengenepikan idea dan hujah saya...jadi...baca, fikir dan bertindak.